Well, I’m not exactly required to sleep, there are times when I must in order to regain my strength. When I do sleep, my dreams may as well be nightmares filled with twisting darkness. I can’t exactly escape my own ability, since it effects anyone near me, including myself… but it’s alright. I’ve grown accustomed to the nightmares.

As for what they’re about in detail, well… I’m more or less lost in darkness, trying to find my way out. Heh. If that isn’t ironic, I don’t know what is.

]]Reposting, because I deleted it earlier. Also messed around with it some. o:
Also, thank you to all of you who gave me some extra reassurance. You have no idea how much I needed that. ;3;[[

Short break was short, but after eating some good food and listening to a lot of New Age, I feel a whole lot better. I also had my brother to cheer me up and give me some reassurance. Unfortunately, I’m on my brother’s computer at the moment, since he doesn’t want to be alone, so I won’t be drawing any answers until tomorrow, when I can get back on my own computer.

This should be my last OOC post unless something comes up that I feel you all should know about. I… really don”t like cluttering my ask blogs with too much OOC. 

I’m probably gonna be taking a break from my askblogs for a bit. Many of you have been very nice, and I appreciate that, but…

I’m not gonna lie, this has to do with a rather rude anon I got recently, and I’m really really sensitive to criticism as is, so when I get something mean, no matter how small, it really really hurts. I’m okay with polite criticism, but… guys, there’s no need to be rude. I already knew that my voice recording sucked, you don’t have to tell me twice. I was planning on finding a way to make it better so it wasn’t so… lame and ear-harming, but eh…

I’m just extremely sensitive, I guess. I’ll try not to make as many OOC posts when I get back.

I don’t have the skill to draw an answer for my latest ask, so I was planning on answering it with a voice recording, but, uhm… my voice is far too feminine and soft to portay shine!Darkrai right. I can handle the pitch editing, but there’s an effect I want to add to it that I don’t know how… or if audacity can even do that.

It’s kind of like an… echo-y… muted… type… thing. Like the guy’s voice at 1:00 in this video.

If anyone could help, that would be great! D:

Question mark for answers: ?

Y’know, I was really worried about this blog, but you guys have helped make any of that anxiety fade away. Thank you so much for being so nice and awesome. ;v;

I don’t regret joining the pokemon askblog community one bit!

I can’t say I’ve ever had a friend before… I promise I won’t give them to you intentionally. You should pay a pokemon called Cresselia a visit… I hear she has feathers that can ward of nightmares. It… might be smart to have one with you when you’re around me. I don’t want to scare my new friend, after all.

OH!
Dapper colourings, huh? Heh, thank you, brother. It’s very nice to meet you, as well.  I would like that, actually.

]]OOC: This is the image I used for my background, thought I’d upload it separately. I actually split it into 4 pieces for the background.[[

Good evening, dreamers.

I’m sure many of you recognize me, however I’m not the same pokemon you probably think I am. If you look at my colouring carefully, I’m sure it’s not that hard to realize. I am what you call a shiny pokemon, however, my powers and abilities are no different from the genuine article.

Do not let me frighten you off. I can be quite helpful, if you allow me to. If you’re willing to share your dreams, or even nightmares, with me, I can tell you what they mean. Dreams are a window into one’s mind, who you are deep inside. There are many things about oneself you may not realize that your dreams can tell you, if you know how to read them right. Have a nightmare or a dream that’s been stuck in your mind? Share it with me, I’ll be more than happy to tell you what it means.

]]OOC: I’m actually really really into dream analysis, so yeah. :D [[